the third time is this

This is my third entry that connects me to YOU. I could not really explain what's gotten into me right now. Why, all of the sudden, I jump into a thought that I am wanting you to just play in my mind over and over again. Even if it gets me fazed. Hmm...yeah, sort of. This is how I exactly felt when I first made a blog post in here about you. Well, not actually about you, but rather FOR you. And as far as I can recollect, the second was neither about nor for, but as I had sketched those words, you were yet again playing in my mind all along, and all through out, if there is a difference between the two. So technically, it's you again who induced me to perk up this outdated blog.

Oh, well, thank you. So, shall I fire my thoughts away? Hmmm...all right.

Some "things" are bound to be just appreciated. I stress on JUST. There are "things" that are best from afar or say, from a certain distance. That you have to maintain that dreadful yet something-to-be-grateful-of distance; because if you don't and you try to draw nigher into it, depreciation takes over. And worse, when you get to the point where that "thing" is, you'll realize that you are better off away from it. But that's a very lucky situation you can get in. Because, possible are the chances that you are totally restricted and wired from getting closer to that thing. Ergo, no matter how you try, and no matter how you try to think of ways, you just can't go nearer into it, and finally comprehending -- you are only bound to look at it from afar. :(